Welcome Back!

Standing in between the crowd in London tubes you get lost in shades of black and grey!! Eyes buried deep into the newspaper, and ears choked with the headphones which symbolizes more of " I'm blind and deaf"

Few days back, one of my colleague narrated an incident where a girl in crowded train changed her clothes in and out and got off at one of the station and people surrounding her didnt even gave a STARE!! Well,it wasnt the exact striptease !! but may be some glimpse of skin show!!

I know they talk, they listen, they stare as well but just that they DONT REACT!!

But in this "Mind Your Own Business" world I do meet some friends who share smiles and very often "have a nice weekend/take care/bbye" greeting!!

After two years I'm back in UK... welcome back dear :))




Keep Faith
Chakoli :)

Old Friends..

Smiles Smiles and Smiles... they are showering like anything.

Reason .... Meeting some old friends...

Hugs, smiles, warmth,emotions, gossips, life, fun, naughtiness and sweet memories.... to be back soon :))

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Chakoli :)

Warning : If you have bought some dress from “Westside” and you are going shopping and might visit Westside, you don’t even think of wearing it. You could see that same colour, same design same size apparel hanging in or one of the mannequins wearing it.

You know how it feels when you are in front of a mirror image , a girl wearing same dress as yours. Its like she using your husband!! Yes the feeling the same. Am I m exaggerating? Could be…. But same dress… same colour…same design… nahiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
When I choose a dress, I try that it would be worn just by me. No one else have this replica. A unique dress for just so unique girl. Well, I suppose most of the girls would think that!! Or they don’t?

Well, I usually haven’t found any girl wearing same type of design as mine, but few days back when I was at Westside I saw the same dress hanging there which I bought three years back in Gurgaon. How could they come back with same design, I wonder!!

Whatever, I still think no female would like to see her mirror image in front of her. Be it just clothes image!!!

Am I wrong?

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Chakoli :)

Search!!

Finally Search is over!!!

Its loooooong that I have been searching ... and one fine day you realize it was under your nose!!! It happens right!!

kahi door ujala tha...
par aankhon ke samne
aandhera tha...

woh badal the kaale...
ya dhoka tha....

sapno ne kahi humhe
roka tha...

aas liye dhood rahe the...
humsafar ko...

par humsafar to
humhare saath tha...


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Chakoli :)

Change is GOOD!

One of my friend recently complained that you are not updating your blog on regular basis. To which I answered I have so many things to write but still I don’t know but I don’t feel like writing!!

Well, any form of expression of thoughts is beautiful but somehow I wasn’t feeling to express things!! Wanted to be in my own shell. Strolling with my thoughts, knitting emotions with them and feeling them!! Just for yourself!!

Life is good if you change yourself is what I have realized!!

Well Change is always good…. Or rather that’s the only good thing in your life!!

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Chakoli :)

Mummy-Papa

Nowadays apart from my home land line number, I don't remember any other telephone nos. thanks to my mobile database.
yesterday, when I received one call, the person on the other side asked for my father, as he was out, I asked him to call his mobile. Now I didn't had my mobile handy with me so asked my mother - what's papa's mobile number, she said its written in the telephone directory. I asked her with what name, and she said.... under 'P' page with name papa....
I burst out laughing, but they are habitual to it, isn't.

lo papa se baat kar lo
mummy kahan hain?
aaj papa keh rahe the...
and many more....

I wonder how they used to communicate when we weren't there ;)

Whatever, thats the cutest gesture I find in couples :)

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Chakoli :)

My Trip and Job

Ahhhh.... long awaited post this is....

I should have posted this last week, but thanks to my laziness, well not actually laziness, but I was tied up.... with what.... some negotiations!!!

Well, last weekend was fun... we went to Divyagrah and Murud Janjeera... playing drum-charades, cards, anatakchari, beach cricket, guys had a gala time with beer and loosing money!!

Finally, I'm staying with current company!! Ahhh... that was the thing which kept me busy!!I told you options are the worst part of life. But again I was hit by it.Finally, I chose to stay with the same company!! Reason , I don't know.... its just that my heart said. Suddenly people around me have started trusting me a lot, so many expectations, client praising you, your managers praising you... suddenly you are the talk of the town, that's scares me even more !!!

I just wish, to do my work honestly and sincerely. This is one thing I have learnt from my life, if you do any thing honestly it will pay, even if you don't like it but you have to do it. Still try to do it with full dedications!! May be that's the reason I was called back :).

Now, in office there are rumors that she has been offered "lions share" !! And I could sense jealousy in many people's eye!! Ahhhhh... allah rehem kar!!

But, somethings don't change.... I did planned for my vacation and its still on track. I m at my hometown enjoying summer holidays :))

Had lost touch with IPL, or in that matter any kind of sports, the only recent update I have is of Shoaib Mallick and Sania Mirza wedding and controversy!! How irritating these news channels are!! Thankfully I m not in that profession( which at one point of time I considered as a high rated profession).

Some new things are crawling in my mind... to learn and to explore ... !!!

Life is just amazing yaar... why we get just one life I wonder :))))


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Chakoli :)

More Fun Awaits....

Just three more days left!! And then two weeks loooong vacation and then new joining!!!

Many a times all things just fall in place as if they were planned that way!!! And then I feel great!!

This weekend we are planning for outing.. and I m bit excited as this would be my last outing with this team. So there was no plan to drop out, inspite of the fact that I may get bored..... lets see....!!

Met some very good people... I'll miss them. Although duration was just three months, saying goodbye is always sad :(. And I know I'll miss them.

Okie... that was something sad... coming back to some fun... IPL...what else could be more fun!!

'yaar kya ho raha hai yeh... dilli ke daredevils... harate hi jaa rahe hain'... Now I bet that they won't be in top 4 :P

What else guys... apart from this scorching heat!! Suddenly temp has risen like anything!!! Its terrible to step out in sun even for a minute...well... the reason is bad habit of AC and not thye heat ;). Do you agree?

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Chakoli :)

Life...

Life has many comparisons

..Box of crayons
..Box of chocolate
..Journey..
..A road to travel..
..A sinusoidal wave
..A mirror
..A race
..A lyrics
..A cup of coffee
..Roller coaster
..An envelope

But the CRUX of the matter remains same…

LIFE is Live It ForEver

Don't take life too seriously, you won't get out alive.

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Chakoli :)

Observation!

Guys look cute after the hair cut.(I mean just fresh....a day old)

And why is that 'spects' give an intelletual look to guys ,well in that matter even for girls!

why married women just talk about there husbands,new dishes nd how much they get tired handling dual responsibilities?

why do married men always talk about investment plans nd at what rate the 'x' builder is selling the flat?

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Chakoli :)

Whatever....

Just woke up after looong sleep!!!

There were just too many things happening in life.... new office... new BOSS, new colleagues... new crushes... a bit of hectic life... and then there was my tarot and reiki to keep me busy .... and then there were my friends... and then there was my little nephew to keep me all time busy!!! So just in that "busyness" blog was kept aside.

Finally... I m back :)

I resigned again!! Whoooaaa... last year till this time I was struggling to save my job... and within three months I dropped in my papers twice . God is always fair!!!

Anyways.... so again in April... the story would repeat...new office... new BOSS, new colleagues... new crushes... ;)

A new activity which I did... accompanying my colleague for "sutta (smoking)"... now I had many colleagues who did smoked but , nobody ever asked me for company.... but when he did... I was like fine!! Of course I was sipping tea and he was smoking... so it wasn't a bad combo... but still... I m not sure he felt comfortable or not....!! Anyways.... I guess that was the first and last time... any boy asked a girl ( non smoker) to accompany him to "sutta tapri".

Suddenly ... I feel I wasted my "so many years" .... but then I feel optimistic that I still have "so many years".... hahaha....

Btw guys... I have started waking up at 6... and many a times at 5:30!!! So do give a pat on my back!!!I need it :)

IPL is starting today... so would have more "mirch-masala" to update!! I m counting on Delhi daredevils. What's your choice? And I really bet... this time it won't be deccan chargers winning IPL!!! So lets see....

Keep Faith

Chakoli :)

Addiction which leads to FRUSTRATION!!!!!

I'm boiling at 100 degrees right now!!!

And the reason is so simple.... at exact 8:55 p.m, there was some problem and "cable gone".... grrrrrr.... now seriously I realised the pleasure of having Tata Sky/whatever the other one is ( I don't remember other names and really don't want to put pressure on my little knee to think and get an answer).

I called him at 8:57, him as in cable wallah... and he said wire cut gaya hain!! aadha ghanta lagega!!How could suddenly wire get cut!! I blasted on him.... (poor chap).... and also conveyed how important it was for me to watch that serial!!

On Saturday and Sunday I make a point to finish all dinner preparation and all by 8:30 and 8.00 respectively!! And so right now as I don't have anything to do... I can't keep my self busy and so I'm boiling more.

Actually , the reason for frustration is one more that they don't have a repeat telecast of this maahi ve and rishta.com!!!

After every 5 secs I switch on the TV. buhuhuhubooooo huu...

yeh kis paap ki saaza de raha hain mujhe tu bhagwan!!!

maaf kar de..... aur laa de mera cable wapas...!!!

I remember the same frustration that I actually threw remote on bed was in 1999, it was India-Pakistan match and we just had DD!!! And those people on national network were showing Parliament session instead of match. And I was boiling.......

Well... again I called him... and again they say half an hour.... its better I get myself engaged in some other work.

Jo hota hain aache ke liye!!! .... (with a sad note ofcourse)

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Chakoli :)

Tanhai..

तन्हाई के बीच हम

क्यूँ खो से जाते है

उन् यादों में

जो बस अब यादें है

दूर कही क्यूँ आती है वही आवाजें

वही लम्हे .... वही बातें........

वही सपने ........ और वही रातें...........

यह कशिश अजीब सी होती है

खिचती हैं हमको अपनी ओर

दूर कही दूर...

इस हकीकत से दूर...

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Chakoli :)

Options...

Option is just the worst thing in life.
Getting more than one job offers, getting more than one marriage proposal, option of spending or saving, option of walking or driving, option of working or sitting idle, option of writing or dictating, option of living or dying, option of planning arrange marriage or love, option of having one or two kids and the list could continue.......

Option makes life more miserable, ofcourse it lets you enhance your decisive power but if you have ahabit of repenting, its worst.
So when there is just one option , just pick it up and go.... when you have "n" number you think...think....analyse... take suggestions..... and once you analyse all pros and cons you decide. yes this is the BEST among the worst.... but still you are not very sure if it would lead to success. Thats the ideal path we take when analysisng.... yes.... this way it would go... and this way i would be more happy.
How many of you... on going in a bakery shop wants to taste each and every pastry kept out there?thats the simplest example I could give. Once you have it only then you know that it was good or bad and if bad, not your fault. You applied all your senses to pick the best which could soothe your taste buds.
Well, I think even I m going with the same phase.... Options Options... Options....

I suppose working with Derivatives... Option has stuck with me!!!

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Chakoli :)

I LOVE Them..

I just love FAT people... and yes I have enough reasons to love them...

They are just so jovial like me...

They are so active... just like me....

They don't feel bad even when someone calls them "moti/mote"...

They are the theme of any party/discussion....

Shopping is easy for them... if size XXL does not exist... they could simply move on without getting into "jhangat" of actually trying it... just like me :)

There face shines as soon as someone compliments them in one line... you are looking thin today.... or you have pulled down a lot....just like me...

Every morning they look into mirror... with a hope... some miracle might have happened and they might have lost couple of kgs overnight...just like me...

They just fear one machine... "weighing machine"... ;)...last time I weighed I was XX kg ... "X" is just the unknown quantity of algebra..;)

And still they dream of getting ... Prince Charming... hahahha just like me ;)

Keep Faith

Chakoli :)